After much praying, soul searching, and crying (on my part) we decided that homeschooling wouldn’t be the best choice for Brianna. She is much too social of a child, and needs lots of attention from others, not only her own age, but people who are not her parents. She’s also a very strong willed child, and it doesn’t help that her mother is very strong willed also! I realized that I spent more time fighting with her than teaching her, and realized (with the help of my mom one day) that if she was in a school with a teacher that she was butting heads with all the time I would request a change in teacher! Well, the only option left, was to send her to school. We were able to get her enrolled in a wonderful school, full of amazing facutly and staff. We know most of the people there and so we feel very comfortable that she will be well taken care of during the hours that she is away from us during the day.
Last Wednesday was her first day of school! The school she is attending does something different with the Kindergartaners in that they stagger their start days. Some of them went on Wednesday, some on Thursday and some on Friday. Then this week they all start going every day. I dropped her off on Wednesday feeling a little nervous. In spite of myself, even though she was very excited, and her teacher is wonderful, I felt like vomitting! Maybe it was the realization that I am old enough to be the mother of a Kindergartaner! Maybe it was realizing how much her brothers were going to miss her! Maybe it was realizing how much I was going to miss her! All the same, we took her to school the first day after a little photo shoot outside.
She’s all ready to go 🙂
|With her baby Micah!
Brianna and her buddy Jonah!
|Nina giving her girl a goodbye squeeze!
Our baby girl…where did the time go?!?!?!
Good luck kisses for our girl!
The boys and I took Bri to school the first day. She will normally ride with my mom since we don’t live in the district that the school is in, she can’t ride the bus. But I wanted to be there as she went to class the first day so I woke the boys up early and we drove Bri to school. When I woke Jonah up he gave me a big hug and said “It’s just you and me mom!” (I almost started crying right then and there!!!) Jonah helped carry stuff into her class for her…he was such a big helper! Her classroom is great, actually, it’s made up two classrooms so they have lots of room to spread out. She’s there the whole day, so she gets lunch, recess and nap time 😛
Finding her desk.
I’m ready to learn Mommy!
So, now here we are, embarking on our first full week of Brianna being in school. I’m slowly figuring out what to do with the boys, since Bri was always the activities director around here! But I think we’re going to do alright on our own!
And in case you’re wondering about my plan to homeschool, well, I still intend to do preschool with Jonah over the next two years, and I’m going to start Tot School with Micah, giving him the chance to explore and learn in a safe enviornment. I have lots of inspiration online to help me, and I’m looking forward to watching how Jonah will grow over the year, without constantly living in Bri’s shadow! So, it’s going to be good. Not what I planned, but still good!
My prayers this year are for my daughter. That she will grow in wisdom and grace. That she will learn how to be a good student and that we’ll form good habits early on. I pray that she’ll be a friend to many. I pray that she’ll be safe. But most of all, I pray that she will be happy, and learn to enjoy school as much as I did! Blessings to you my sweet little girl, as you start your new role as a student! I love you so very much!